Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Pilgrim Verses 81-90

 81. The Light before the dawn

 

It's quiet now

The stars have gone to bed

The sun has yet to show

His yellow sleepy head.

 

The eastern sky's gone blue

An hour before the dawn

heralding another morn

Of beauty and of charm.

 

Reset the clocks again!

Wipe clean the slate and win

Another stainless day of hope

Bleached clean by blackest night.

 

And so the babe unfurls

To stretch in mother’s arms

Her dreamy eyes awake

To a world both safe and warm.

 

 


 

82. Autumn sunshine

 

The yellow leaves are blowing

Across the station wall

Down the railroad tracks

A north wind to their backs

 

Young men still wearing tee shirts

Old women dressed in shawls

We exit red brick houses

To the sea that opens wide

 

Autumnal waves race along the bay

The sea a greeny blue

Broken with white spray 

Of waves that race from Howth to Bray. 

 

Out of the shadows the golden sun

Kisses boys and girls

Who tumble out of school

With angel faces and golden haloes.  

 

Light and shade, heat and cold

Arm wrestle for control

And autumn makes heat the winner

For another week or more. 

 

Delicious, honeyed, autumn moments

Sweeter for their brevity

Leafy riots of color

Yellow, brown and orange. 


 

83. Not releasing summer

 

Early September and the busy world is back at work

Children return to school a little browner.   

The curtain falls on holiday halls

Seagulls reclaim their ocean kingdom. 

 

The sea waters lap a gentle shore

Warned by summer breezes not yet spent

Camper vans still meander on Wexford roads

Seeking sites still open while the season lingers. 

 

Stretching out a summer ever longer

Not willing to release the sunny promise

Or bid farewell to August heat

While autumn shadows lengthen in the lanes.  

 

Sweet season of the soft farewells

We want to hold you closer, longer. 

Won't you linger and pretend to give 

What you desire but cannot deliver? 

 

 


 

84. Stones

 

If stones could speak

What would they say?

Of homes and houses

Now in decay

In long abandoned fields.

 

Can you hear forgotten sounds

Of children going to school

The bedtime stories by the fire

As father fetches fuel

With shadows on the wall?

 

Can you feel and touch the table

Where the family sat?

When times were stable

Free of news of war

And time stood still.

 

Is there another world out there

Where Sunday lunch is spread?

And long forgotten loved ones

Make sweet returns instead?

Or is it time to bid farewell?

 

 

 


 

85. End of the holidays

 

The sunburnt we assemble 

In the airport hall

Sporting bleached straw hats

Before more shopping in the mall.

 

We're swapping  tales of days

Spent in the Spanish sun

And evenings full of fun.

 

Feeling no shame, just happy

To be still alive, reliving

Times that are old and happy

When life was fresh and moving.

 

We danced between the aisles

We danced on top of tables

Kicking off the shoes

Forgetting all the years

Exiling tears and fears.

 

I held her closely in my arms

Like that first date in Dublin

Wiser now but more grateful

For what life has shared and spared.

 

Our arms are wrinkled now

Her smile of folds and creases

Of joy and love and laughter

It doesn't matter how

We lose ourselves in moments

When time no longer matters.

 

We board the busy plane

And stow our hats above

'We'll do this trip again?" she asks

"Of course we will, my love.”




86. Time

 

Time bleeds out of every hour 

With every year, a limb removed. 

The beating hourglass

Drains the sands of life -

Imperceptibly flowing out;

Far, far away

From here and now -

To never flow

Back home again.

 

The tide has run

Without return.

Looking out the window

Of such short lives

We fail to gather, savour

The dear sweet moments

Dropping silently away

Stolen before our very eyes -

Strangers now and always.

 

The bank of time

Is running down

Deposits draining out the door.

That revolving door turns one way only

Spinning out our days

Of ordinary and not so ordinary lives.

 

Precious seconds

To be embraced

Now,

And now,

 

And now.


 



87. These are the days

 

These are days when the wind

Blows hard and harsh from the east 

When the heart seems hollow

And the soul grows narrow

And the end of days is counted

As on a rosary bead.

 

The senses slow and freeze

The bones both shrink and seize

Through lack of heat and warmth

The end is surely near.

 

But lo behold the sun in spring

Paints shadows on the orchard wall

The veins start flowing

The soul again stands tall.

 

The welcome heat relaxes

The startling blue enraptures

And hope is rising like the spring-tide

While the warm blood courses merrily.

 

With the new year comes a reprieve

How quickly sadness melts

In sunny corners on dappled trees

That burst with flower and birdsong.

 

Let winter worry when it returns.



 

88. August evening sunshine

 

The August evening sunshine

Slants along the sandy Wexford beach

From between the woolly clouds.

The vesper rays run racing o’er the shore

Sparkling on the ebbing tide that rears and sighs.

The hardy swimmers cast a lengthy shadow

Paddling in the shortened evening of departing summer.

 

The ocean air smell pungent from the foam

The seabirds squawk their evening song

On stubborn rocks above the swirling sea.

 

Hard to believe what science makes pure chance

The odds to me seem just too long.

It seems more likely to be something else, beyond our dreams

Than an algorithm on a blackboard wall,

What simple decent souls call god.

 

 


 

89. Dear August

 

You stand politely smiling at the cocktail party 

Pleasantly making small talk while glancing at the door

And wondering when you can discreetly leave 

Without offending host and carefree guests. 

 

It’s been a jolly evening but now it’s time to go

To find your scarf and jacket in the hall

Before leaving light and heat  

For winters shortening night and cooler dawn. 

 

Perhaps the ancient Irish had placed you right

In early autumn than in late summer

Already August leaves are yellow and have hit the floor

In forests already tired of this year.

 

The summer camps are closing now

And mothers dress their kids for school

In bigger sizes than the year before

As time marches on relentlessly.



Chapter 5



90. A new day is dawning

 

A new day is dawning

Bright light invades

Brushing past curtains

In the hospital ward

 

A night of suffering alone

Concedes to cups of tea

The chatter of nurses on polished floors

Their laughter parting the morning’s clothes.

 

All is clear and possible again

The fortress of darkness yields

To a village of light

As life pours over and in.

 

It’s always the simple things

The nurses smile and patted pillows

More than any consultant

With students in his wake.

 

The daily miracle of love and tenderness

That inspires and transforms

The pilgrim soul

On his fateful journey.

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